Auburn University oncology didn’t see anything wrong with the spleen in the ER xrays and also didn’t see mets in the lungs! They said that there are small calcified dots that are age related and he’s had the same one in all his past xrays. So, Raven and I went to the vet this morning to have Tom review what the ER said and did. By the way, I am 2000 miles away from Auburn Univ, but email info to them because I have a friend that is a pathologist there.
Tom did an ultrasound and unfortunately did see a very large mass. He got another vet in his office to confirm. But they both feel it is not related to the spleen, but the liver. The liver is rarely a primary cancer source, but often a metastatic cancer location.
His blood levels were high for white blood cells, low on platelets. Which would indicate infection and bleedout. But there was never any sign of bleeding in the xrays even at the ER during his “episode” Saturday.
We simply don’t know what happened on Saturday. He definitely is weak, but energetic when he wants to be. He chased the cows this afternoon, ran across the yard for a hard boiled egg, bounced for the vet. But then he is exhausted. He has always had a great appetite, puts weight on easily, and never vomited or acted nauseous (which doesn’t fit for latent cancer symptoms). So, I keep postponing euthanasia because I worry that this is something fixable and not latter stage cancer.
The mass… To really know what we are dealing with, it needs a biopsy and I didn’t want to do that with the low platelet level (difficulty clotting), let alone just don’t want to put him through more prodding right now. If we knew what it is, options are removal and/or chemo. Some cancers really shrink fast with chemo and have a good prognosis. We drew blood for a new CBC, and also Tom will be talking to the oncologist in the morning.
My head is spinning. I feel badly as I took work off today (Fedex and BUSY) thinking he’d be put down, or at least for the extensive vet appt’s. I took off 3 days when his leg was amputated 6 weeks ago. And I know that the day I lose him I will miss work. They are mostly animal lovers and understand for the amputation or euthanasia, but I can’t just keep taking days off, so must go to work tomorrow and I have no idea what tomorrow holds for Raven.
I am emotionally exhausted. Raven, on the other hand, bless his heart, is happy to put aside his difficulties and perk right up at the sign of a stuffy or an egg. And then crash and sleep hard like a Played Out Puppy when the opportunity arises to rest. Wish I could. He is an inspiration to me. I truly think that God gave us dogs to teach us how we should be…
Here is a GREAT song and little video that says it all for me, especially the last line, “I can’t match their love for me.”
What a roller coaster of emotions you must have been on the past few days… You are right though they just go on like what’s wrong mom, chill out. Inspiration is definately the word for our furry babies. I will continue praying for strength for Raven, and sleep for you.
Alisa & Spirit ShiloAnne
I’m glad to hear that Raven is happy and home. How frustrating it must be to have more and more questions instead of more and more answers, Give Raven a big hug from me.
Debra & Angel Emily
May he be healing as he’s sleeping, and building up strength. Raven, you’re a hero! What a strong boy!
Dawn, rest. We’re with you.
Mary and Cemil
Hold onto each moment as it sounds like you are! There could be hope and if not there will be eternal peace. It is so important for you to do nice things for yourself right now and to take good care of you! Raven not only wants that for you ,but he also needs it! We are so much better in our caregiving when we are also being good to ourselves. Maybe nice long bubble bath by candle light..always works for me:) Take care and you are in my thoughts and prayers, Buddy’s mom
What ever happens know that you are doing you absolute best for Raven.
You must take care of your self too.
Fingers and Paws crossed and lots of love and best wishes.
If only our dogs survived on love they would live forever…..
Chris & Barney
I’m glad to hear that Raven is doing better… Guess that he just needs his rest so he can get his strength back… and whatever will be, will be…
So in the meantime… just keep doing what you’re doing… loving and spoiling that big baby of yours!
Angel Jake’s Mom
Dawn if I’m ever ill,I want you to be in charge of my care! You’ve probly learned more about medical care than you ever wanted to know.(and the hard way at that!) Thanks for including me in the Raven updates. Jim